thursday, may 21. of course.

my soulmate is very beautiful.
she has pretty skin and beautiful eyes. long arms and a cute nose. a silly little smile and sometimes a coy grin. a i'm-six-years-old pout and a quiet little giggle. she is everything i could ever ask for or need.
she has a gorgeous body. perfectly placed bones and god, i just love her.

but really it's how her soul shines. that is what makes me love her as much as i do. it blinds me. but in a good way. like staring at the sun until it turns colors. she is so caring to me. and so loving. sometimes i feel as though i don't deserve her. but then she makes that fear go away by making me feel good about myself.

i want to marry her and have kids with her.
all with c names. so we get confused and end up just going "you! you know who you are. come here."
to them.
i want to get jealous over any guy she talks to and i want her to laugh at me when i do.
i want to kiss her every day for the rest of my life.
and i know she wants the same.
we are going to have a beautiful little house in a small city. with adorable but psycho children that we spoil way too much.
i was never good at planning my life out but knowing her has just made everything fall into place.

oh god. look what being in love does to you.

klgnklffd. she's always on my mind. every second. of every day. of every week. of every month. of every year.
since the day we met.