friday, may 22.

oh god. i am doing what i did on my last blog.
just writing blogs about people but i can't stop myself. ndkf.

you remind me of.
being inside a cold house and then going outside to lay down on the warm cement.
when all the sugar in ice tea stays at the bottom. and when you drink it, it's grainy and sweet but so good.
big headphones that make my ears ring when i take them off.
standing on a bridge overpass, my arms outstretched, on the ledge, my body swaying, feeling like an angel. feeling like my soul is clean.
black and white pictures that remind me of heartache. and happiness. all at once.
sunflowers. and lillys.
you remind me that life is not so bad!

thank you.
thank you.
thank you.


today was good. i got out of bed. slow steps, the voice in the back of my mind whispers softly, slow steps to becoming okay again. happy again.